Christmas with the in-laws
Christmas has always been my favorite holiday. Mostly because I cherish the traditions that come with it: going to church, singing carols, getting good stuff from Santa, seeing what he brought everyone else. There has always been something magical about Christmas Eve night and there is a moment when everything stops to bask in Christmas glow. Every year, that magic comes, no matter what is going on or how crazy the season gets or how blah I feel that year.
This has been a blah kind of holiday. Between post-wedding stress (I swear, we will get those thank you cards out!) and trying to find my groove again, I have not been in the best of holly jolly spirits. I was also feeling a lot of trepidation about spending Christmas away from New York, my family and my beloved Grace Church in B’ville on Christmas Eve night.
So off to Maryland we went. The rain and thunderstorms on the way down did not feel like Christmas. And the cat hiding in a very un-Tabitha-like way did not feel like Christmas. And going to the American Indian Museum at the Smithsonian, while very cool and fun, did not feel like Christmas.
Driving to Baltimore Friday night, I searched for a sign that it was my old, familiar Christmas. I found a radio station playing commercial-free Christmas music - that was familiar. And the station played all the music on my “Christmas faves†playlist on my iPod - getting warmer. I started thinking back to all those Christmases as a kid, listening to similar stations while we went about our Christmas activities. I thought of a song I did not have on the iPod that I had not heard in years and couldn’t remember what it was called or anything about the melody except that it was about Snoopy and the Red Baron.
And wouldn’t you know, not 15 minutes later, “Snoopy’s Christmas†came on the radio station. And for 4 minutes and 30 seconds I got my Christmas magic moment. And everything else after that was Christmas. There was food, people having fun, presents being opened, and of course, Christmas music on the radio. We went to church in Timonium, where the service was a little different, but the songs were the same. I missed my bro sitting next to me, but I had Jason. And on Christmas morning, Santa brought all kinds of goodies to me and my new family for us to enjoy.
They tell you as a kid that Santa always knows how to find you on Christmas morning. From spending various Christmas mornings shuffling between Mom’s and Dad’s abodes, I knew he could find me anywhere in Baldwinsville. But this year I learned that he will even find me 350 miles and 2 states away.
(Jason, I told you he was real!)