At our last rehearsal of Crystal Chords, we got our riser positions for our upcoming competition for Harmony Inc. International. I got the top riser, which is higher than I like and I’ve been having nightmares ever since of tipping the risers over or falling off.
But as I looked to the left and right of me, my mind temporarily drifted from the height. I was placed between the 2 best leads in the choir. They are the ones the section leader is always singling out so we can learn from their example.
So I thought to myself, was this planned? Do I need the help that badly? Or am I considered of their caliber? And about the time I was scolding myself for these thoughts being way too high school, one of the high ranking leads asked The Question of the choir director.
“How did you come up with this arrangement?â€
Of course, the director copped out with a general answer of finding the best blend of voices. But then a murmur in the crowd said loudly for us to get it - the best voices are in the back, the best dancers are in the front.
Yup, it’s high school all over again. I get that secret thrill of being considered among the best. I get that nice boost to my self-esteem. And my little competitive antennae go up. Ooh, I got this far in only 3 months, where will be in a year? When will I be singled out to be the example?
At least it’s the part of high school life I enjoyed. Music was my safe haven at school. I had church and youth group and my friends after school, but during school, I had chorus, and vocal jazz, and band, and madrigals. That was where I shined and for a brief moment, people wanted me to be next to them or part of their group to help them out or make them sound good.
I love being in the Crystal Chords. I love how I feel when I’m there. I love how relaxed and happy I am afterwards. I love being with a group of women who are fun and talented and create the perfect line between work and play. And I love that I finally found a group of people who feel the same way about music as I do. And I cannot wait for our next rehearsal!